let's keep it simple

you say I'm sorry only for that moment...

2010-03-21T17:07:00.003+08:00

미안하다는 말은 다 그 때뿐...

haha, not related to anything i'm feeling now.
love 2AM's new "norae", I Did Wrong - 잘못했어 ^^
the music drama seems quite sad, the words give a sense of dejection, disappointment, sorrow, betrayal, unimportance, friendship, loss of trust, and sooo much more...
:) i like 2AM's Lee ChangMin-ssi and Lim SeulOng-ssi.
ChangMin-ssi bcuz of his "moksori" (voice) and SeulOng-ssi bcuz of his smile. ^^
haha, it's only liking, not to be taken seriously... (=.=")
note that i still do not like male kpop idols anymore...
cuz i love So Nyeo Shi Dae! :D
well, SeoHyun-eonni at least. ^^
but hey, enough of all this kpop crabbiness...

i shall conclude that i shouldn't expect too much for my holidays... T.T
but i'll still keep on smiling even on my worst days! :D
The BRIGHT sides:

-most homework are done
- there's now peace and quiet in the house
- and i've already eaten my lunch! :D
haha, which i rarely have on a Sunday... ^^

ooh, and what do you think of this?

and this?

^^
really really hope you don't mind the annoying presences of Korean words in the way.
i was actually trying to expand my Korean vocab.
my deepest apologies if it was too disturbing.

sincerely,
japanda ^^

GOTTA KEEP IT ALIVE~!

2010-03-14T15:12:00.003+08:00

yes, it's still alive!
what is, you ask?
this BLOG...
of course...haved asked a few people,
and agreed to not leave it dead. :)
so, here it is :)

what to talk about?
how i miss my primary school friends? :)
how the holidays are REALLY just school days in disguise? (=.=")
how i feel like i'm not myself nowadays? :(
how about all of the above?
hmm, why not?

yes, i MISSMISSMISSMISS my primary school friends, along with the teachers,staff and the primary school itself... (the MISSES are endless)
you ALL know who you are,
not just my girl friends,
even the guy friends. and NO!not a FLIRT... (=.=")
some of them are Cehan? Melvin? yea... them.you've helped me a lot in my studies! :D
and maybe there are more.just can't remember them. :)
but will ALWAYS rmb ALL my girl friends!
let's ALL meet up sometime!

haha, the holidays are here...
hold it! are you entirely sure?
what a lie!
yes, as i grow older,
my complications grow bigger.
yes, people may think that they'll give me a complete KNOCKOUT!
but, hey, these kind of things are only obstacles,
obstacles which i regard as my motivation :D
and that satisfying feeling i'll get after overcoming these obstacles,
i'll LOVE.
so, i'll never RUN RUN AWAY and avoid these obstacles. :)
cuz they are challenges,
and i know,
that these challenges were given to me by God becuz He knows that I can overcome them.
Otherwise, why else would He give them to me? :)

last topic.
i've not been myself...
it's like i don't know myself anymore...
nonetheless, for help, the only one I turn to is INDEED the ONLY ONE... :)

sincerely,

japanda, now with distorted eyes. xD

oh, and i LOVELOVELOVE SNSD / So Nyeo Shi Dae / Girls' Generation - unnie deul!!! :D

always and forever,
unless they turn into devilish celebs...
which i TRULY hope will never happen! :D

2010-02-02T23:15:00.003+08:00

Blog closing in... uhh... well...
Blog closing,

sincerely, probably for the last time,
japanda

WOW...

2010-01-10T22:23:00.002+08:00

2 vids 2 put up :)

omg,laughed till my stomach & cheek bones hurt!!!

and another one :

almost puked,seeing the puke,ewwww...

and last one :

hope you can comment on it frankly...no youtube acc.,nvm,can comment in facebook :)

sincerely,
japanda :)

GEE~!

2010-01-09T22:12:00.001+08:00

one of the songs i love :)

the singer is anonymous.can you recognize her voice? :)

sincerely,
japanda :)

SOOO GLAD...

2010-01-01T22:54:00.002+08:00

why shouldn't i be?
its a new year; hence i'm turning over a new leaf
and i do not have ANY obsessions of Korean Bands (especially boy bands) !!!
yes,i'd have 2 admit.i quit cuz i was jealous.
and because of the fact that this liking of Korean Bands is bcoming too TYPICAL.
and TYPICAL is the last thing i want to get near.
so,YAY!
NO MORE KyuHyun-oppa or Park SangHyun-oppa drug.
no more SuJu,MBLAQ,2PM etc. obsession.
it's over now.
and i'm loving it.
i'll just like their songs. :D
and not get near their profiles,knowing they're awesome & lovable & what not.
cuz that's the only way to avoid liking them. :)
hmm,new leaf's looking great! :)
also,i'd like to continue learning the Korean language 'till i get it right. :)
cuz i like the culture, not the bands.

HAPPY HAPPY 2010 TO EVERYONE and may this new year give you a lot of fortune,happiness,guidance,love and lots more.
Listen to your PARENTS.
Live every day to its FULLEST.
Learn new things.
Let loose and get serious at the right TIMES and
Love LIFE.

ok,the last one sounds cheesy-ignore it if you wish :)

sincerely,
japanda :)

Never-Ending Smiles... :D

2009-12-27T21:15:00.008+08:00

Really,never-ending,non-stop SMILES. My life's turning to its better side.
I see life FULL of G.O.O.D LUV :D
Yea,MBLAQ. No more SuJu - KyuHyun-oppa drug.
Cuz i can't stick to all the kpop idols.
Only one is enough for me.
I like MBLAQ - CheonDoong (천둥)-oppa / Park SangHyun (박상현)-oppa now.
Obviously he looks lovable.
Again,it's not possible for other girls(or guys?) not to like him too,right? :)
On the other hand,
DMNChoir FAREWELL party in...

6 DAYS!!!

I LOVE DMNChoir!!!! :D:D
the trip has really really really changed me. (진짜로)!!!

____________________________________________________________________

wow,i just watched the news.
another man claiming himself to be Muslim?
attempted to blow up a plane?!?!
preposterous.stupid.undeniably FOOLISH.
evryone,anyone reading this,
a Muslim,will never do this.
anyway,you should look at what the religion REALLY teaches,
not what the people do...
don't believe that this dude is Muslim.
bcuz none of us,the real Muslims,will ever do it.
This is to a clear some misunderstandings which i'm sure many might have.

alright,i'm done with this post.
i like MBLAQ now!
can't help myself.

MBLAQ-oppa neun, HWAITING!

you can be as good as SuJu-oppa neun! :D
CheonDoong-oppa's hat makes him look nomu gyeo. :)
this is what he can do to me... :(
:)

sincerely,
japanda

쏘리쏘리 :D

2009-12-20T22:55:00.003+08:00

I love these boys, really...

i've loved them since mid-2009 & i thought i should stop such obsession & what not cuz it's been interfering with me studies...

but,i'm guessing,it's ok. Just gotta lay off the "drug". :)

what i'm trying to say is, i shldn't watch their vids too much.

& it's not like i can meet them or make them love me back or anything (what idiot would think that?)

well,ya, last time i was a real fool. but, now it's over.

cuz i'll love these boys to a certain limit.

cuz, DUH, i dun think they even know the name Zakirah exists.

haa,i remember being the idiot who loved KyuHyun...

but, yea, now, it has stopped, so ya, "more chances for other girls to get KyuHyun - oppa".

what did i just say? D:

ok,ya,i still love these people, hopefully forever.

cuz some of their songs make me happy,

namely, Miracle, HaengBok, 니가 좋은 이유 & lots more.

& they dedicate themselves to many,

such as disabled children. :)

i agree, they're lovable!

hence, it's clearly impossible for others not to love them too, right?

& on that note, i end this post :D

sincerely,

japanda

행복 :)

2009-12-18T17:17:00.002+08:00

Miss Europe.
Miss Home when in Europe.
Value what i've earned when in Europe.
My other self.
That had been hiding all this while.

:D

sincerely,
japanda

THE INTERNET SENSATION... :D

2009-12-05T22:23:00.003+08:00

lovve it!!! :D but,at the same time,it looks scared & a bit tortured.nevertheless,it makes one go bananas,right? :D

anywho,2 more days!!! :D

1 more feeling added!!!& it's nervousness/fright!!! :(

sincerely

japanda :)

9 DAYS!!!! :D | a GREAT RAYA... :D

2009-11-28T19:44:00.003+08:00

THE WILL TO WIN, THE DESIRE TO SUCCEED, THE URGE TO REACH YOUR FULL POTENTIAL... THESE ARE THE KEYS THAT WILL UNLOCK THE DOOR TO PERSONAL EXCELLENCE. - CONFUCIUS

ahhhh!!!9 DAYS TO CHOIR EUROPE TOUR!!!
thr's a blender in me,
and two things were placed inside,
both are feelings / emotions.
one EXCITEMENT,
the other, ANXIETY...
and the blender starts...
mixing the two feelings / emotions together...
and i truly hope the blender stops soon,
as soon as the competition/tour is over.
and i truly hope no other feelings / emotions get added to that blender;
namely, STRESS,
for when i practice more and more and can't seem to get the details or tune etc. right;
and SORROW,
for when i get TOO stressed.
i'll do my best,
to make my parents,seniors (even sec 4s), all choir members, my school, and the never forgotten, Mr Toh, PROUD.
and to make these people proud, i'd have to make myself proud too.
so,to every choir member,
be it tour or non-tour,
make yourself proud,to make others proud too.
actually that really should be a message to everyone. :)
9 DAYS.can't wait :D
______________________________________________________________

yesterday was Hari Raya Haji...
i hope every Muslim in the world has celebrated it well/will celebrate it well,InsyaAllah. :D
Takbir-ed the night before... :D
got to wake up EARLY in the morning,
2 get ready,
and pray at the Masjid:)
and i got to pray the Hari Raya Haji prayer :D
it's a once in a year event,
and i can't bear to miss it :)
didn't get to see sheep this year... :C
but i'm guessing it's ok...
still got celebrate a blessed day with the family:)
i'll have to wait for another year,
to celebrate another blessed day like this,
AMIN... :D

sincerely
japanda--kira-ssi

QnA

2009-11-23T21:47:00.002+08:00

is something bothering me?
have i been bothering myself?
is something missing?
am i overreacting?
do i feel absurd?
are things getting out of hand?
am i in trouble?
have been troubling myself?
do i need to sit down and think about all this?

I AM AS STRONG AS BEFORE...

sincerely

japanda--kira-ssi

What a B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L World... | What Was I T-H-I-N-K-I-N-G?

2009-11-17T16:04:00.003+08:00

of course it is..
but time's passed.
and so has culture, religion, all that, no?
haha, this is annoying...
the world is very beautiful;
wait,correction,it WAS.
some of the beauty disappeared.
due to the fact that many made it,
U-G-L-Y (you ain't got no alibi!) (-.-") [sry,can't help myself.]
MANY.
including me of course.
& it's sad.
i don't think i'm the only one,
who sees the world,
losing its beauty,
before my very eyes,
i need to go, move away to the places,
where the beauty of the world,
is still vibrant;
makes one smile at a single sight of it.
where the beauty of the world,
can still be seen...
why would we do this, in the first place.
it's awful...
it's as if many are blinded...
& i knew.
but i followed...
and now i sit out in my little corner,
in SHAME.
PURE shame...
feeling the world crash down on me.
little by little...
____________________________________

Now I regret, what i've done.
& it hurts, no?
i've let my temptations devour me,
& now where has it left me.
Guilt eating me alive.
Like never before.
Others live in this world too, right?
Others have feelings too, right?
So don't hurt them.
Because it hurts yourself in the end.
What was I thinking?
Thinking that most things,
which I thought were best for me,
do NOT affect others?
But they do, don't they?
So,

Understand
Cooperate
Be considerate
Be thoughtful,
Be helpful &
Have that desire to get ahead of YOURSELF, & not others.

I didn't think straight. But now, I know i can.

& i will.

Dear SENIORS (of DMNCHOIR ALTOS)

I'm

UTTERLY
UNDENIABLY
UBER
UNDOUBTEDLY

SORRY.

as i've just realized,

i was never independent.

i was never fair.

to all of you.

please forgive me...

i'll be a better junior.

and choir member.

or maybe, a team member.

do count on me.

sincerely,

japanda--kira-ssi. :'(

was ILL!

2009-11-05T19:10:00.003+08:00

yes i was!
and still am!
didn't get to attend choir practices...
Mr Toh's gna kick me out of the tour grp isn't he?
i don't mind,
cuz i understand...
lastly,as said by Dr. Chong,
i might have to go for surgery.
for something...
can't really tell what that is...
:'(T-T)':

sincerely,
japanda.

To blog or Not To blog...

2009-11-01T21:13:00.003+08:00

hmmm,i've been lazy
YES,L-A-Z-Y...
& it kills me inside.
what to do.
*sigh**
& i've stopped liking Korean Bands,namely, SuJu,SNSD,Big Bang,2pm,more...
not that i want to,
i'm forced to,
kinda...
i can only like their songs,
it WILL distract me if i like them.
& it's not like i can ever have a chance to meet them with my own eyes!
or at least get their autograph,
i've lost hope.really.
& speaking abt that L-A-Z-Y situation;
because of my heavy bones,i don't feel like blogging everyday,
i feel like bottling up my feelings is the best solution,
but is it?
i want to turn into Mad Woman.
i can't set my mind straight.
but i have to be strong,
but just how?
ok,let's talk about the week i've had.

Mon;
Cultural Fusion Day.I just knew I had to do better.Vry Vry Vry Vry SRY Banquet & Service Department,
Truly AM... :'(
Everyone did their job well,awesome job guys;)
still,thr was no teamwork,
only when thr was Mrs Neo,evryone wants to serve her.
that's not good.
everyone is in it together,
and Aaba(Dad) was right,
i should assign work to my grp members,
not leave all the work to myself,
again,i'm terribly sorry...
i'll do better as a leader(if thr's another chance for me) next time
i really feel like crying now.but i have to be strong.but then again maybe not now...
(wow,tht's a lot of buts)

Tues;
a fun morning,
had LONG p.e.
played floorball against 1D;they're soo good! :D
it was fun,& i can't breathe throughout half the game.
ALAS,it was worth the experience. :)
the other half of 1B was good too!better yet,they're awesome :D
basically,everyone was good ;]
the other two games were fun,worth the experience :D
others were reluctant to play,but at least if they get to play once,as long as they feel awesome in the end,hopefully everyone feels happy in the end ;]
the rest of the day was fine,and i finally realized i was getting closer to the day evry1's getting back their results...DAMN.
choir was okay, Mr Toh was scary yet again,
sang at Dance Studio,the venue i detest the most
sang quite a lot of songs,can't breathe when we sang O Magnum (O my...)
laughter prevailed... (wahh chim chim seh...) (-.-")
ended at 6.45pm,don't expect me to remember the exact time man...

Wed;
had no school (Alhamdulillah ;D )
had project meeting instead,
at Jon's house (thnx 4 e volunteer :D )
we slacked no doubt,
'till 4,
nonetheless,got to finish all the work (Alhamdulillah :D )
got home,blah blah blah... who doesn't knw the rest? :)

Thurs;
had Mental Wellness talk,
it was fine :)
hopefully could benefit some things from there.
Dunman's Got Talent;
not as impressive as i thought.
& NOPE,i do NOT think i want to audition for next year's,(message for Zoe & Sathiss),haha

Fri;
last day of school,but to me,school's not over 'till i finish singing,
after choir ends this year,school ends.
as simple as that :)
celebrated B'DAYs! :D
HAPPY B'DAY 1B'09 Oct-Dec babies! :D
haiii,too hyper now,better lay off the happiness.
got back results,
not even close to satisfying.
:'( T-T )':
i'll do my best next year...
JYs everyone! :D
don't even worry if u didn't do as well this year,
next year is one whole year for a chance to get to 3A,3B,3C,or at least meet your parents' expectations :) JYs!Gan-Ba-Te!Hwaiting! smile :)
really going to miss 1B'09...
41 hearts,1 class :)
trust me,there is only 1 Dunman Sec Sch 1B'09,am i right,or am i right? :)

Sat;
had fever,didn't have a good day...

Today;
had fever,also didn't have a good day... :'(

gonna look up,never drop down,
see a new world before me,
loving days like never before... :)

lastly,i've been less sincere with all the good i've been wanting to do... :'(

sincerely,
zee.akira ;]

2009-10-23T21:23:00.005+08:00

It's been A WHILE!!!~

a while?more specifically,5 months.i MISS BLOGGING!
YES,I ADMIT IT!I ACTUALLY MISS BLOGGING.
it may not be odd to you,but it really is to me. (-.-")
anywho, it's good to be back. :D
firstly, the blog URL. japanda--kira-ssi?sounds unreasonable.haha,let me tell u,the words are perfectly relevant to me ;]

japanda; an unusual word, one that has never been used(hopefully!),consists of 2 words, Japan & Panda. I simply love Japan,can't put into words,how lovable the people & awesome environment is. Panda?haha,obviously, i have Panda eyes, which i seriously wld disappear smday... :D
kira; my nickname! ;]
-ssi; what Koreans say after the name of the people younger than them.or informally addressing someone. Why Koreans? I really like them:D Partly because of... SuJu(!!!) ;P,BigBang,2PM,SNSD - Korean Entertainers ; and SUCCESSFULLY AWESOME Korean Movies/Series namely Autumn In My Heart/Autumn Tale and Innocent Steps :) 한국어, 사랑해요! :D

Haha, URL may be permanent. GREAT!

End-Year exams are over! Thank You God! :D & A VERY BIG THANK YOU TO ALL MY SEC 1 TEACHERS AND FRIENDS 4 THE EDUCATION & SUPPORT! WILL BE SURE TO REPAY YOU ALL SOMEDAY!

Intensive Choir practices starting!Can't wait!(really!) :O

& Hopefully can properly join Tchoukball next year as 2nd CCA! :D

SMILE ALL! :D

sincerely,

zee.akira "] ;]

2009-06-29T22:11:00.003+08:00

hey,i'm back,finally.been busy lately with,stuff.ahh,driving me insane.nvm,i'm back and saying tht i won't be blogging 'till 6 months later. :( i was allowed 2 blog 4 1 last time tho. :]

having intentions 2 take these 2 quizzes tagged by Loraine. :D it feels awesome 2 be tagged :D

ok,i shld stop my jibberish & start the quizzes.

RULES: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to copy-paste this note, and answer all the questions. At the end, choose 15 people to be tagged - including the person who tagged you.
ABC About You
Questions:
A -AVAILABLE: yeap,& glad 2 be :D
B - BIRTHDAY: 2301.it can't get any simpler. ;]
C - CRUSHING ON: running!dunno y.i feel like running 5km.
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Syrup.
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: my sis.
F - FAVORITE SONG: cromok-another you [yeah!] :D
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: wht's the difference?they're both gummies.
H - HOMETOWN: Tampines.
I - IN LOVE WITH: river flows in you. :)
J - JUGGLE: ask me 2 juggle 3 eggs & u'll get messy. ;]
K - KILLED SOMEONE: No way,u crazy?
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: To Aunt's placein Malaysia.
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOUR: vanilla?i dunno...
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: funny u shld ask cuz i hv 6.
O - ONE WISH: world peace.hey,it can happen.
R- REASON TO SMILE: the world is happy.so,shldn't i be 2? :D
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: something to believe in-aqualung
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: haha,i'd rather not talk abt tht... :(
U- UMBRELLA COLOUR: chequered-black & white
V - VEGETABLE(S): brocoli & coli flower,lol.
W - WORST HABIT: sneezing too loudly.
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: dunno leh.
Y – YOYOS ARE: awesome!
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Rat. :)
Random Questions About You
Spell your name without vowels: zkrh bte Mhd rff. i'm sry,what?
What color do you wear most?: striped black & white. :D
What are you listening to?: my younger bro singing dead and gone.if i hear his singing again,i WILL be dead and gone.seriously.
Are you happy with your life right now?: yeap,nothing outy of place so far...
What is your favorite class in school?: free periods!and recess! :D
When do you start back at school/college?: start back?meaning?
Where do you wish you were right now?: In Malaysia with my aunt.i miss her! :(
THE CANS:
Can you dance?: i hv no say.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: wht idiot wld wanna try tht?
Can you whistle?: no.
Write with both hands?: yeap,but u're gonna hv 2 wait 4 1 minute 4 me 2 write 1 word with my left hand.
Walk with your toes curled?: pssh,tht's easy.
THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: sure,y not.
Do you believe in miracles?: of course :)
Do you believe in magic?: not really.
Love at first sight?: maybe? ;]
Do you think there's a Satan?: yeap,unfortunately.
Do you believe in Santa?: nope,not really.
Do you know how to swim?: try throwing me into the sea & see if i could survive.jkjk.uh,no i can't T.T
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: nope,not at all.
THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: yeah! :D
Have you ever asked someone out?: nope.
Have you ever been asked out by someone: yeah,Bidisha asked me out several times but i was nvr allowed. :(
Have you ever been to the ocean?: noo. :'(
Have you ever painted your nails?: nope

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: <30 degrees
What radio station do you listen to?: 987 & 92.4 :)
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: can't remember.the last time was weeks ago. :(
What was the last thing you bought?: kinder bueno.hang on,i'm bueno-ing,seriously.
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: my siblings.
CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: Yeap,most probably.
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: haha,yea.
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: nope,nvr.
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: nope,not at all.
Do you cry when you get an injury?: severe injuries will definitely make me cry.but i'm not wanting tht! :O
Do certain songs make you cry?: depends on my mood really
HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person? : mayyybe :D
What can make you happy?: seeing my grandmum & lots of things lah.
Do you wish you were happier?: of course.
Can music make you happy? : duh. :)
LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken?: if i had my heart broken,i wld go straight into the state of depression & i wldn't be here rite now.
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: yeap- my mum & my grandmum.love them 2 bits & pieces. :D
LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color?: black?obvious?
Current piercings?: none.
Have any tattoos?: eww.no damm way.
Eye color?: brown.
IN A BOY
Favorite eye color: no color tht wld scare me 2 much.
Short or long hair: no idea.
Height: taller than me.
Best clothing: simple yet not too simple.
HAVE YOU EVER.
Been to jail: no damm way.
Mooned someone: wth is tht? nvm,i dun wanna know.
Thrown up in a store: Nope,but did once at home.
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: most probably.
Gone skinny dipping: i dun wanna wth tht is.
THIS OR THAT.
Pepsi or Coke: depends on my mood.
McDonald's or Burger King: McDee! :D
Single or Group Dates: grp dates.
Chocolate or Vanilla: depends on me mood :)
Strawberries or Blueberries: strawberry,dipped in condensed milk! yum,yum... :D
Meat or Veggies: both :)
TV or Movie: movie!duh!
Guitar or Drums?: guitar :D
Adidas or Nike: Adidas! but then again,depends.maybe i like both?
Chinese or Mexican: i'm no racist. :P
Cheerios or Corn Flakes : corn flakes.
Tagg 15 dudes/dudets to do this quiz! :D

1.IT REALLY DOESN'T MATTER!

2.HECK CARE!

this quiz is 2 fun,i suggest u take it,go ahead!hv fun.4get the world.

ok!another 1!

also tagged by Loraine! :D

1. Are you single : yupp. :D
2. Are you happy : i dunno... O.o
3. Are you bored : not really.
4. Are you fair : define fair.as in,skin fair or fair/unfair?
5. Are you Italian : Nope. but i had hopes of meeting 1.
6. Are you intelligent : i can't see tht thru my perspective.haha! :D
7. Are you honest : i lie all the time.haha,jkjk.nvr ask a person if he's honest or not cuz u won't know if he's lying.
8. Are you nice : can't see tht thru my perspective again.
9. Are you Irish : Nope,but i love their accent! :D
10. Are you Asian : haha,yea.KONNICHIWA! :D

TEN FACTS
1. Full Name : zakirah bte Mohd Ariff
2. Nicknames : kirah. :)
3. Birth Place : S'pore.really hoped it was Brunei.but hey,my luck. :)
4. Hair Colour : black.
5. Natural hair style : Wavy.
6. Eye colour : dark brown.
7. Birthday : 2301. yayeah.
8. Mood : tired... ~.~
9. Favourite colour : light,baby blue.yeah... :D
10. One favourite place you like to visit : Desaru,again :D

Ten QUESTIONS
1.Have you been in love : mayybe?haha!
2.Do you believe in love at the first sight : it's a contradicting answer...
3.Do you currently have a crush : Nope,living,loving life as it is.
4.Have you ever been hurt emotionally : of course.
5.Have you ever broken someone's heart : i hope not... *feeling scared*
6.Have you ever had your heart broken : nope.
7.Have you ever liked someone but never tell them : yeap
8.Are you afraid of Commitment : yeah!
9.Who was the last person you hug : my aunt frm Malaysia..i miss her 2 much! :'(
10.Who was the last person you said i love you to : my mum?i dunno.

TEN THIS OR THAT
1.Love or lust : define lust & then we'll compare.
2.Hard liquor or beer : eww,neither.
3. Cats or dogs : BOTH! :D
4. A few best friends or any regular friends : not entirely sure...
5.Creamy or Crunchy : oo,both :P
6.Pencil or Pen : pencil.y tht's random
7.Wild night out or romantic night in : i dunno.
8.Money or Happiness : Happiness costs way more than money.
9.Day or night : depends on my mood.
10.IM or phone : phone

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out : nvr did sneak out.
2. Seen a polar bear : yeap.bigger than me
3. Done something you regret : any othr words 2 define definitely?
4. Bungee jumped : no.but i utterly want 2!! :(
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor : haha,mayybe?
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker : r those things evn sold here in s'pore?
7. Been caught naked : nope.
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back : nvr did hv 1,seriously!
9. Cried because you lost your pet : yeah.he died years ago... :'(
10. Wanted to disappear : duh,depends tho. :)

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1.Smile or eyes : both :)
2. Light or dark hair : doesn't really matter
3. Hugs or kisses : dunno
4. Shorter or taller : taller
5. Intelligence or attraction : haha,both
6. Topman or Zara : wth r u talking abt?
7. Funny or serious : both but humorous is a MUST
8. Older or younger : same age or older
9. Outgoing or quiet : silence is killer
10. Sweet or bad : sweet as candy!

TEN HAVE YOU'S
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd : Yup
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour : haha,yeah
3. Ever tried walking on your hands : yup,but i shldn't talk abt the many failed attempts.haha :D
4. Ever been to a rock concert : nope
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team : nope,i can't dance
6. Ever been on a dance team : nope
7. Ever been on a sports team : yep.4 sports day i guess
8. Ever been in a drama play/production : haha,duh.i was in drama club in primary school.haa,awesome memories... :D
9. Ever own a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bently : nope,but u can see tht in my daydreams.
10. Ever been on a rap video : uhh,nope.

TEN LASTS.
1. Last phone call you made : Aunn Ning my sl!:)
2. Last person you hugged : my aunt.miss her 2 much
3. Last person you hung out with : family.i can nvr go out with my friends :'(
4. Last time you worked : no job yet.
5. Last person you talked to : my sis
6. Last person you IM'd : dun hv IM
7. Last person you texted : Wan Jing my sl! :)
8.Last person(s) you went to the movies with : my family,without my parents.haha! :D
9. Last person/thing you missed : my relatives frm countries abroad.when will u guys be visiting again! :'(
10. Last website visited : hotmail

ok,i'm done!now i wont be blogging 4 the next 6 months. :'(

but,hey,dun 4 get 2 tag.maybe i'll get the opportunity 2 visit my blog and tag u back! :D

DUN FORGET ME! :D

with all her smiles

zakirah :D ;] "]

2009-06-11T20:35:00.002+08:00

ok,vry vry vry short entry.tagged with 2 quizzes,plan 2 take them this sunday.too busy this week.like i said,i'm a busy bee... :(

oh well,see u this sunday!smile... "] ;]

sincerely,

zakirah "] ;]

2009-06-02T22:31:00.002+08:00

This personality profile is based on the writing of Zakirah Ariff created at the website: Handwriting Wizard.com - Handwriting University's Official automated personality report creator based on standardized basic personality traits as taught through Handwriting University's Certification Level Program.

Zakirah uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Zakirah does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

Zakirah will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Zakirah is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Zakirah doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Zakirah will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

In reference to Zakirah's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Zakirah slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Zakirah can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Zakirah is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Zakirah basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Zakirah is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Zakirah has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Zakirah fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Zakirah has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Zakirah just comes into someone's home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Zakirah finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

haha,for some good fun.visit http://handwritingwizard.com/ ! if u want to. :D

sincerely,zakirah :D ;] "]

2009-05-29T14:37:00.004+08:00

sports day...it was awesome,i guess.ran 100m,did not win.fortunately i didn't give up.so,yea,got bronze for 4x100m relay.credits 2 my teammates of course.thnx girls,u're awesome.i'm really tired & seriously don't feel like blogging so tht's all.next year,planning 2 participate in 4x100m & 4x400m.yea!if can't,then i'll just anticipate 4 now!

sincerely,
zakirah ;] "]

p.s. don't be a silent reader please.tag!i dun mind u spamming really :D

2009-05-27T18:28:00.002+08:00

tooday wass funn.haha,i see the word,ass.==

anywho,normal day in school,i guess.after sch,waited 4 grp 4,4 abt 1/2 hour.so,decided 2 go to library with sm of my classmates.joked,guai-ed,lamed,more...haha,Wan Lin kept on saying,"ballz off!" she's loco!no doubt we had fun.then i had 2 go home at 4 jus now.so,dammit.

found out i'm gonna participate in 100m & 4x100m.haiz,feeling nervous,apprehensive,fearful,timorous?pls wish me luck,orr not.wishing the best 4 1Bees who will be participating in the games tmr!Gan-Ba-Te!JYs!remember,when the sky seems to be at its darkest,that means the sun's about to rise!DON'T GIVE UP!BELIEVE!SMILE! damm,i feel like a confucius.f.y.i,i'm part chinese.(u'll understand once u've surfed dictionary.com :P)

yup,tht's all.i want too doo homework noww.byee. ;D

sincerely,

zakirah "] ;D ;]

2009-05-20T10:41:00.004+08:00

Morning!Rise and shine!;D i feel a whole lot better now.did any of you pray for me?if yes,endless thanks."].Now i'll be taking a quiz tagged by Loraine and Zhuo Jing.<--Thanks girls!

1. Real name : Hjh zakirah bte Mohd Ariff (went 2 Mecca when i was a baby :D)
2. Nickname(s) : kirah "]

3. Star sign : Aquarius (does that come from the word,Aqua?)
4. Male or female : Female
5. Primary School in: Yumin Primary(awesome times :D)
6. Secondary School : Dunman Secondary School
7. JC/Poly : check back in a few years ;D
8. Hair color : Black(sounds emo,but it's called genetics.)
9. Long or short : Long
10. Loud or Quiet : i have no idea.uhh,smwhere inbetween?
11. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans(definitely)
12. Phone or Camera : a phone INCLUDES a camera(lol)
13. Health freak : no,but forced to be one,months b4 SYF. :P
14. Drink or Smoke? : Eww,neither.
15. Do you have a crush on someone? : Nope
16. Eat or Drink : Drink,water is more important to me.
17. Piercings : None.
18. Tattoos : again,eww,never.
19. Been in an airplane : Yes!
20. Been in a relationship : With my mum?duh. haha,i mean,with dudes,nope.
21. Been in a car accident : nope.but thr was tht 1 time i was sooo close 2 one.
22. Been in a fist fight : nope.
23. First piercing : Ear.Mum forced me!!
24. First best friend : hmm,i hv seriously bad memory and i skipped kindergarten :(
25. First award : P2 in Brunei.i got an award for an art competition.
26. First crush : i have BAD memory!
27. First vacation : Japan! :D
28. Last person you talked to : Elder Bro
29. Last person you texted : Zoe
30. Last person(s) you watched a movie with : 4 of my siblings.
31. Last food you ate : Canadian Pizza ;D
32. Last movie you watched : Slumdog Millionaire! :D
33. Last song you listened to : Jai Ho-PussyCat Dolls
34. Last thing you bought : A chocolate waffle.
35. Last person you hugged : Mum,i needed 2 apologize 2 her for wht i had done...
36. Fave Food : Too much to list down.or maybe,if i have to choose 1,it wld be spaghetti frm Pastamania! ;D
37. Drinks : Iced lemon Tea(always a favourite) "]
38. Clothing : Long sleeved shirts,jeans,slip-ons. :D
39. Books : Harry Potter Series,The Silver Crown.
40. Song : Know Your Enemy-Green Day (for now...)
41. Flower : Roses for Mum. :D
42. Colors : Sky/Baby Blue.(uhh,any difference?)
43. Movies : Slumdog Millionaire. :D
44. Phrase : "Awesome!smile!" <--may not say tht in real life =P
45. Subjects : Science and i THINK,maths.
46. [ ] Kissed in the snow.
47. [ ] Celebrated halloween
48. [x] Had your heart broken
49. [x] Went over the minutes on your cell phone
50. [ ] Someone questioned your sexual orientation
51. [ ] Came out of the closet
52. [ ] Gotten pregnant
53. [ ] Had an abortion
54. [x] Done something you've regretted
55. [x] Broke a promise
56. [x] Hid a secret
57. [x] Pretended to be happy
58. [x] Met someone who changed ur life
59. [x] Pretended to be sick <--School Drama performance.
60. [x] Left the country
61. [x] Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
62. [x] Cried over the silliest thing
63. [ ] Ran a mile
64. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend (s)
65. [x] Stay single the whole year

CURRENTLY:
66. Eating : Nothing
67. Drinking : Nothing
68. I'm about to : Eat breakfast.
69. Listening to : Know Your Enemy-Green Day
70. Plans for tomorrow : Go to school as per normal?duh

Your Future :
71. Waiting for : clues of what my life REALLY means.
72. Want kids? : i have no idea.
73. Want to get married? : No.not at all.
74. Careers in mind : Motivator?or anything that could help my family.

Which is better for guys ?
75. Lips or eyes : Eyes,i guess.
76. Shorter or taller? : Taller.
77. Romantic or spontaneous : i dunno,romantic?
78. Nice stomach or nice arms : Eww, i dun wanna know.
79. Sensitive or loud : Sensitive.being loud doesn't help one attract the opposite gender,in my opinion.
80. Hook-up or relationship : Relationship(hook-up is just terrible)
81. Trouble-maker or hesitant : hesitant.

Have you ever :
82. Lost glasses/contacts : Nope.
83. Ran away from home : yup
84. Hold a gun/knife for self defense : nope :O
85. Killed somebody : what a stupid question!of course NOT!
86. Broken someone's heart : I hope not. :(
87. Been arrested : Noo.
88. Cried when someone died : yes,but i cannot cry hopelessly.

Do you believe in
89. Yourself : Um,never.jk,uhh,for most occasions i'm gonna hv 2.
90. Miracles : Yes.
91. Love at first sight : I dunno.sounds illogical.
92. Heaven : *Nodding*
93. Santa Claus : No.
94. Sex on the first date : EWW!NO!tht's disgusting.
95. Kiss on the first date : ah,no.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
96. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Name? : Yes,Allah.
97. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? : Yes,it seems that,FOR NOW,nothing is out of place.
98. Do you believe in God? : OF COURSE :D
99. This is the 99th and last NOW TAG 10 PEOPLE TO DO THIS:

1.A

2.N

3.Y

4.O

5.N

6.E

7.Can

8.Take

9.This

10.Quiz

any1 who wishes 2 take this awesome quiz,just GO AHEAD!HAVE FUN!

CAN"T WAIT FOR MYE RESULTS!!!BEST WISHES 2 ALL!smile "]

sincerely,

zakirah :] "] :) ")

2009-05-19T21:40:00.006+08:00

yes,i FINALLY worked up the courage to do 1 quiz FIRST.i guess i'll do Sook Yi's one first.(bcuz i realized i was tagged there first.will do Loraine & Zhuo Jing's one tmr![no promises])

Name 15 people you can think of right now.Don't read the questions until you have named the 20 ppl.(wait,20?i thought it was 15.oh well,nvm).At the end of this,choose five people to do this quiz.

Alphabetical order! :D

#1~Azfarihin

#2~Bidisha

#3~Danson

#4~Faezah

#5~Farahin

#6~Hafzhan

#7~Jessie

#8~Joanne

#9~Jonathan

#10~Loraine

#11~Nazlah

#12~Siti Fairusnisah

#13~Sook Yi

#14~Wan Lin

#15~Zhuo Jing

#16~Wei Ling

#17~Xin Yi

#18~Yani

#19~Yi Ai

#20~Zoe

How did you meet no. 14?["Wan Lin"]

-Haha,class clown.From Dunman. "]

What would you do if you had not met #1?["Azfa"]

-Oh gosh,i would have had a missing puzzle in my life cuz she is such an awesome friend! :D

What if no.9 and no.20 dated?["Jonathan|Zoe"]<--SORRY!

-speechless? o.O

What if #6 and #17 date?*y the heck r u asking date questions?*["Hafzhan|Xin Yi"]<--SORRY!

-ahem,no way.they are GIRLS. O.o

Describe #3.["Danson"]

-emo yet friendly & seriously playful. "]

Is #8 attractive?["Joanne"]

-hmm,i'll guess u HAVE to ask dudes. >.<

Describe #7.["Jessie"]

-an awesome & humorous Canadian friend. :D

Do you know any of #12's family members?["Siti Fairusnisah"]

-Fahmi and...minta maaf!i 4got ur elder bro's name!sorry! "]

What will you do if #18 confesses to you?["Yani"]<--SORRY!

-uhh,what i know is that she is not a les...

What language does #15 speak?**that's easy!**["Zhuo Jing"]

-English and Chinese.and i'm thinking,Japanese,kitsu? :D

Who is #9 going out with?**date question again!?!**["Jonathan"]

-haha,single dude.unless...haha,jkjk. "]

How old is #16?["Wei Ling"]

-13! :D

When was the last time you spoke to #13?["Sook Yi"]

-2 weeks ago.(hope i could talk 2 u more!)

#2's favourite band and singer?["Bidisha"]

-(she herself made this simple to answer.)uhh,i guess,Taylor Swift & ShahRukh Khan? "]

is #19 single?["Yi Ai"]<--SORRY!

-Yes.ask her for a confirmed answer.

What is #10's last name?["Loraine"]

-Loraine Ng "]

Would you ever be in a relationship with #11?["Nazlah"]

-I think it is perfectly obvious that neither of us are lesbians. "]

School of #3?["Danson"]

-ok since i dunno if they refer 2 primary or secondary school,i'll jus say both.(if #3 doesn't mind)uhh,Poi Ching School & Dunman Secondary School.

How does #5 talk?["Farahin"]

-she talks like a sister of mine whom i've met my whole life.haha,no lah.she speaks like a normal human being. :D

Where does #6 live?**you stalker**["Hafzhan"]

-Near Yumin Primary. :D

What is your favourite thing about #4?["Faezah"]

-she has an awesome humor. :D

What is the best thing about #20?["Zoe"]

-she frequently argues with Sathiss and eventually creates their own tv drama.lol.(awesome! :D)

What makes #17 a good friend?["Xin Yi"]

-she's kind,lovely,awesome :D

When was the last time you saw #4?["Faezah"]

-a few months ago.(we shld all create a P6'08 yumin champs gathering!) :D

Is it done?Is it FINALLY over?*sm1 behind me nods :O*

yes!:D

even though i was asked to tag 5 ppl 2 do this awesome quiz,i failed to see the need to.bcuz this quiz is awesome,any of u who wants to do it,GO ON!hv fun!

hi all.if you were tagged,here is a message for you,"just want to say,my most sincere apologies if i ever hurt you for my answers if you thought those answers were soo wrong.FORGIVE ME!" :(

p.s. "**" means my response to the question

sincerely,

zakirah "] ")

2009-05-19T18:51:00.005+08:00

"i see my whole life flash before my eyes."what exactly does that mean?i wonder...

people say it means you're going near death.i respond by saying,"really?"

i mean,is it true?sounds impossible.but then again,impossible is nothing.hmm...

oh well,you tell me,is it true?

on the other hand,MYEs are OVER.can i believe it?no.

i'm ILL.yay...pray for me.it's difficult to breathe,think,and even..smile.oh how life is giving me tests of patience.don't worry,i can do this.i'm patient.wait,right?you tell me. :P

not able to take quizzes.sorry taggers.utterly sorry.

btw,if you ask sm1 to JIA YOU, it means that you're asking that person to add oil.dude,u're calling that person a CAR?**credits to Jessie,her joke XP**

btw,sorry ShaBiDi!!! +__+

TISSUE,TISSUE,I NEED TISSUE!

sincerely,

zakirah "] ")

btw,inform me if you don't like the song,it's called heartless.i'll delete it straight away if u dislike it. ["smile"]

2009-05-18T12:55:00.005+08:00

ok,1 more paper.you all know you can do it.c'mon,jia you :] .tmr's lit. yay?no way.

i changed blogskin,haha,again.sorry.but,this looks awesome.the last one is more on the girly side,absolutely no offence.this one is awesome.splat on ur fayce.awesome job syn-dicated-all credits 2 her!hip2,hooray!!."]

this is only going to be short.i need to revise lit.speaking of which,lit is getting quite interesting.hmm...?

yup,that's all.probably more,many,many,many more posts after 1,last,paper.**sigh**

sincerely,

zakirah "] ")

That IS IT!!

2009-05-13T15:09:00.005+08:00

ok,that is it!!

i just can't resist.i have to blog,despite mid-year being in the way.but i guess it's ok-blogging is only gonna take about 10 minutes,right?...right? O.o

first,i want 2 talk about the new skin.it's perfect.i love the colour blue,i love smiles.but i love smiling without the blues.get what i mean? "] ( =.=")

next,MOTHER's DAY!! <3

isn't it over?duh.but i cared about the exams moreand revised instead.sh*t me.

anyways,i hope Mum liked the present. [credits to my sisters for buying the present :P] but i noticed she smiled when she got the present.yea!

her b'day's coming soon.so i'm going to rip my heart out,wrap it with newspaper and make a card saying "Happy Birthday and Happy Life" with my own blood.lol.ignore that.=.="

the gift is going to be a surprise of course.it may be my heart,but i won't count on that.well,i got a few pictures to show.(i know what u're thinking,"uhh,now you have the pictures?")i had to chiong revision ok?!?happy!?!

my smiley mum... "]

my sister was apparently cautious abt what she was going to write on the gift. "]

i love taking pictures of people taking a picture of the object(s) i want 2 take a picture of.

the gifts(non-blurry version)

don't blame me.i got bored and started taking stupid random pictures.

this was taken only a few minutes ago.i was thinking about suicidal stuff when holding the penknife...

zees...

sincerely,

zakirah "]

2009-05-01T11:34:00.002+08:00

vry vry vry vry vry vry vry sry cuz I can't blog nowadays.
mid-year's coming!around the end of mid-year then i can blog. sorry!
PLEASE SMILE!! "] "] "]

with sincerity,
zakirah "]

2009-04-19T14:40:00.005+08:00

still can't get over the excitement of GWH!!!!!!!

but now,if u don't mind,I want to talk about my beloved sister's 23rd b'day!

17th April,my sister's b'day + choir's v'day!

~KakKiah's b'day!~

23 years,
of having to handle 6 younger siblings and the arguments of her parents and what not.

23 years,
of being responsible,awesome,lovable,and dedication towards her loved ones...

23 years,
of going through life,it's unexpected changes and it's happy times...

without her,
my last 13 years would feel different-there would be a missing puzzle piece,
cuz she taught me a lot,
about life...

without her,
there may not be any smile on my face...

she's my beloved 23 year-old eldest sister...

too excited to talk about V'Day!so,i'm gonna talk abt it some other day!

with sincerity,
zakirah "]

2009-04-12T00:07:00.004+08:00

thoughts-running through my head
doubts-knowing that i'm dead...

that was soo emo,"knowing that i'm dead"(???).i know,i'm an lol(lamer out loud).
ooo!i could actually make a song out of tht.

speaking of songs,
i almost completed one of mine.the first part is already kinda lame so i was hesitant to continue.so,please,if u can,HELP!
ok,here's the 1st part:-
there are just too many pieces,
of this puzzle i'm solving;
there are just too many thoughts,
around me they are revolving.

there is just one single question,
everyone is asking;
the answers are uncountable,
but where are they now...

alright that's all for now.firstly,do not copy these lyrics or i will kill you in your sleep.secondly,i know most of you readers are very nice people so if you could help,please help. smile! "]

with sincerity,
zakirah "]

2009-04-10T12:46:00.003+08:00

hmm...life is full of stress,

seriously, there's no doubt.

it's time 2 set a positive mind

and just kick it out.

yes,no doubt i've been stressed out and no doubt that little rhyme of mine was lame.strands of white hair was found.either i've been aging fast,or i've been stressed out.but...

NOW,i've cleared almost everything.why?cuz i thought positively!yes,positive thinking-the recommended thing 2 do! so all that is needed to do is 2 think positive,no emo-ing(haha,r u reading this emo dude?) , and please,smile! "]

with sincerity,

zakirah "]

2009-04-02T22:57:00.002+08:00

hahaha...finally got the domino counter.any silent readers/visitors around,i would know! >.< ...

yea!

yep tht's all. -.-

plus,i didn't get to do napfa test 2day! T_T / T.T

was very ready until form t-cher insisted on taking the test next time.NO!!!

well,too late now.i'd better get better soon.the same goes to those who are ill or injured.look on the bright side!it's always there.find it!alright.

ooo ya,all dunmanites who had taken the napfa test, or at least the sec 1s, it doesn't matter what grade you obtained as long as you've done your best and you know that.smile! "]

with sincerity,

zakirah "]

2009-04-01T16:02:00.002+08:00

no offence,but...
jus wanting to say: if you say you're good at something,then,good.cuz you're confident. but,if you say that you're better than someone at that something,man you're only being arrogant.and THAT is NOT good.yes,for all 1B '09-'nites' ,especially those sitting around me, you know exactly who i'm talking about.

*sigh*i don't know,suddenly,monday night,i woke up after resting and suddenly, i got blocked nose,high fever,headaches and sore throat.and possibly more.went to the clinic yesterday.got mc for 2 days.that's not good.i'd have to catch up on EVERYTHING.how..'nice'.hopefully,this is the LAST time.but,i can't determine my health.

but now,feeling better than before.staying strong.i don't know how,but i actually got to skip with my skipping rope just now.maybe the fear of failing napfa was getting over me.haha.

yep,that's all.wait,just wanting to say,I feel very,very,very awkward right now.i really should think through 'this'.

with sincerity,
zakirah "]

2009-03-28T20:19:00.003+08:00

ahh!!!Mountain Biking!!!!LOVE LOVE LOVE IT!!!

my ultimate favourite sport!

it's sooo awesome.i' have to say.

bcuz of it,my confidence boosted.

had fun!!!

i fell more than 1x10 times.but hey,it's called LEARNING EXPERIENCE!

hate bus 11.lol.

must have more time biking!!!!i wanted to go 10 more rounds!!!

wanna buy mountain bike when i get older.$400!! =0

lol.yea.now talking abt CTs.

hmm.didn't do so well!!

buck up!

the 1 i'm MOST proud of happens to be Geography.

32.5/40 !!my mind was filled with ,WHAT!

yea yea.finally.

LOVE EARTH HOUR!!!!!!!SUPPORT SUPPORT!!! <3

ok,i guess...tht's all. "]

with sincerity,

zakirah "]

2009-03-23T16:38:00.004+08:00

ok,absent from school today.
you all might think,"hey!u're sick!how are you able to BLOG??!!"
i'm feeling a little,bit,better.i think.
*sigh*. almost fainted just now.seriously.
i'm ok now.
first,i wanna talk about my bro's 11th b'day...
my brother turned 11 on march 18th.HAPPY B'DAY!(if u're reading this.)hope he becomes a mature,fear-overcoming dude.(i HOPE).haha.so,have fun in life brrro.

secondly,i wanna talk about bad influence.
yes,bad influence is still BAD.but,i've thought about it a little bit more.now,you CAN do whatever you want.jus,don't let it affect people.let's see,you 'can' smoke.but then again,you CAN'T do it cuz it's going to affect people.especially YOURSELF!you know,people CAN get lung cancer.let alone,you. man,think.DO NOT influence in a BAD way.i'm stressing on this a lot.

well,i guess,that's all.remember,these are only MY opinions.don't make this a debate,please.haha.bye.

with sincerity,

zakirah "]

2009-03-21T15:24:00.002+08:00

ok...went to RI yesterday.stupid...i mean,I was stupid,thinking that we were ONLY suppose to watch.gotta perform.lots of mistakes were commited!i'm scared...maybe b/c of me,the whole choir went wrong.*sigh*work,INTELLIGENTLY....remember,excellence IS a HABIT....the inspiring words of Mr Toh and Ms Yeo.have to put that in mind.let's sing,INTELLIGENTLY.let's,be SERIOUS...let's NOT be complaecent.let's REFLECT.let's be CONSIDERATE.let's DO IT!JY ALL!4 more weeks!"D

with sincerity,
zakirah "]

2009-03-18T22:58:00.001+08:00

awesome,huh?

with sincerity,
zakirah "]

2009-03-14T14:46:00.003+08:00

sooo tired...

gotta learn objectives f0r choir.pulse,pulse,pulse.breathe.accent,sfz,more...

oo,yesterday went to RJC ch0ir.

REVIEW:-

-awesome

-unexpected

-fun

-coordinated

-unique

-independent(they don't depend on props,for eg.)

-so worth more than 5 bucks!l0l.

oh,& LOVE the slick moves by one of the members.vry unexpected.

hmm...i guess tht's all.

with sincerity,

zakirah "]

2009-03-12T17:01:00.002+08:00

wow.common tests are really stressful...one more left.hold on zak,hold on.

veeery tired right now.yawned,dunno how many times in class.

to ALL taking tests,common ones,CAs,be confident with the results!smile!

on the other hand...

i'm almost done with my song!now i just need a paper to write it on.lol.

can't really find the title.maybe it would be visible when the composition ends...

*sigh**yawn*.

with sincerity,

zakirah "]

2009-03-09T22:19:00.002+08:00

aah!found white hair on my head!

fortunately,it's only 1 strand.

maybe it's stress,i dunno.

and just wondering,

is there a difference between coincidence and fate?

with sincerity,

zakirah "]

2009-03-09T21:08:00.002+08:00

nowadays i've not been helping.like i did in primary school.what's wrong with me?

nowadays i've been saying,"Not my business,not my problem."

WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?!

let me try to calm down.

what i'm trying to say is,i want to help others,with their problems.

no idea why.i jus want to help. "]

with sincerity,

zakirah "]

2009-03-08T21:33:00.003+08:00

something wonderfully random...

one night,i took out my guitar and plucked every string,one by one.

for every string and its note,i treat it as the 'do'(doe).you know,do-re-mi.and on every string,i try to find the re,mi and so on.and wonderfully,i managed to find all the notes!i was only practicing my pitch.but,the odd thing is,i did it at around 1am.ODD.

ha...i want to know how to strum!i only know how to play 'C' on the guitar.how pathetic of me.my whole family,dad,both sisters and elder brother knows how to strum.*sigh*

o well,on the other hand,for all taking CTs,gl!um,hv fun i guess??if u wanna.and yea,don't stress out.smile!break a leg.

with sincerity,

zakirah "]

2009-03-05T20:36:00.003+08:00

i really hate the word INFLUENCE.bad influence.

its meaning,how it affects others.

in other words,influence is just some rubbish,c**p,s**t.everything negative,inappropiate.

to fellow Muslims(and only Muslims):

the end of the world is near.i've had dreams.a wake up call really.the start of the end of the world,as described in Al-Quran,is already horrible.you won't be able to run from it.wouldn't you rather be safe than sorry during the end?not forcing you or anything,but,just,be aware of the changes around you.through this,i realize that i should change my ways-fast.cuz the end of the world is near.

with sincerity,

zakirah "]

2009-03-05T19:53:00.002+08:00

The 'awesomeness' just keeps coming back! "] some of you might think i'm feeling the other way.but people!please,i'm nowhere near that! "] c'mon! "] i'm happy!in fact,i feel awesome.b'cuz of that,there's no more procrastination and NO more thoughts,NO more distractions. "]

the focus on studies is the most important. "]

maybe i could study overseas even earlier than planned. "]

now that would be more and more than awesome to me. "]

all that matters now is God,the happiness of Mum,Grandmum and Dad. "]

and of course,my whole family. "]

these positive thoughts are brightening me up! "]

my future is there,waiting for me. "] (unless i die early.)

shouldn't i go towards it? "]

with sincerity,

zakirah "]

2009-03-04T14:15:00.002+08:00

yay!school ended early today...

on the other hand,I have been having thoughts...lots and lots and lots of it.so,clearly now my mind is BLURRY...misty,hazy,cloudy.it's either because i'm too sleepy or the thoughts are really painful to think about.in other words,i might be tinking about problems.but then again,i'm not sure what am i thinking about!i need help or peace.i don't understand myself right now.i mean,my own mind and i don't know what it's thinking about?that's just rubbish.i'm feeling very very very weak.like,something is getting the better of me.Help,assistance,guidance,is needed!

with sincerity,

zakirah "] or in my case- "[

2009-03-02T18:29:00.002+08:00

AAHH!!i jus realised my blog is as boring as EVER!!!!!no pics!(tht's only my opinion...)okok,hopefully i'll get more of them...just you wait!yea,pls wait.

with sincerity,

zakirah "]

2009-03-02T18:14:00.002+08:00

feeling alert,active and hyped up...

don't ask me why cuz i myself don't know the answer...

wow...feeling different...

it's like the bright side is seen CLEAR...

no dim lights no more...

"] "] "] "] "] "] "] "] "] "] "]

with sincerity,

zakirah "]

2009-03-01T18:37:00.003+08:00

bored,sleepy,quite sloppy.

hungry,dizzy,shook head.

but now...

interested,active,alert.

full,healthy,nodding head.

there will ALWAYS be a bright side of everything.

all you have to do is...find it.

and smile...

with sincerity,

zakirah "]

2009-02-28T15:04:00.008+08:00

wow.it has been a while since i've last blogged...
anyway,yesterday...
i realized i have done something wrong.but i will never do it again...
during choir,we practiced a lot.need to remember accents,where to crescendo,decrescendo,breathe,more...
and i LOVE the last few minutes!we were all lol-ing like crazy!!!mr Toh is really awesome.lucklily,he was also humorous.*reliefs*.note to self:do not smile too much and do not look at tall Eugene when singing Dravidian.anyway,hope to recieve this kind of humor every single day.wouldn't it be nice?(lol,i jus remembered cadbury's commercial.the chocolate people,car,flowers,the chocolate waterfall.or maybe it's just called chocolatefall.o.o .that was lame.sry.=.="'.)
um,sry for sidetracking.so,yea i just hope everyday would be humor day...

oh!and here's my list of three things not to do in life...

1.Fail subjects...
2.Be in a relationship...
3.Make anyone mad...

and my list of three things to do before i die...
1.make Mum and GrandMum proud of my achievements in life...
2.travel the world!
3.see REAL snow!f.y.i. , i've never been to snow city! :'(

with sincerity,
zakirah "]

p.s. feel awesome!

2009-02-21T17:10:00.002+08:00

i feel AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NO ONE CAN STOP ME FROM FEELING THIS WAY!!!!!!!!

"] "] "] "] "] "] "] "] "] "D "D "D "D "D "D =D =D =D

=] =] =] =] =] =] =].

with sincerity,

zakirah "]

2009-02-21T15:34:00.004+08:00

dunman care share day 2day.an ok experience.lol.jus remembered the t-cher's concert.awesome job Ms Bomb-eye,Mrs singer wannabe and Ms Toh!whoa.vry tired right now.

haha Daphne,in the end i hv no courage!i think it will never happen!

anyway,follow me to the time machine.

yesterday,found out i got shortlisted.but my other friends did not!.dun worry dudes and dudets,Jia You!add oil!go for international competition!

next week Dravidian!BREATHLESS!

summary:

dunman care share day,ok lah.vry warm day 2day.

JY all DmnChoirists!go for the stars-achieve the impossible!

with sincerity,

zakirah "]

2009-02-19T22:17:00.002+08:00

what happened today:-

this morning,during assembly,two of my classmates fought.hving the thought of them ONLY playing,i ignored them.realising tht it was a REAL fight,i shouted,trying my best to stop them.i advised them to control their temper.they really should.yes,i know one of them started the fight.but yet both must hv patience for everything.breathe dudes!

after assembly,before class started,my OTHER TWO classmates(the people i'm sitting inbetween-good life?no.=.=")fought.i know it was for real and they WERE fighting right BESIDE me.i ignored them cuz i know they are never going to listen to me.no maturity perhaps.my other considerate classmates stopped them(*salutes!*).they still fought verbally and finally,i had enough and shouted,

"HEY!STOP LAH PLS!CAN'T YOU GUYS CONTROL YOU TEMPER?!!"they kept quiet and sat down.

introduction:the dude in front of me is really annoying and the dude behind me can't control the temper.add up these two and you will get.yes,a FIGHT.they are both of the same race(so,no racism).they are a lot different.but sometimes,these two have ONE thing in common-they could be arrogant.(especially the dude in front of me).pls lah,we are ALL the SAME,despite the grades.ok?you might get a higher grade and that should assign you to the job of supporting the others with lower grades by tutoring them.alright?we all have purposes in this world.main purposes?study,revise,achieve and assist.

agreeable?

with sincerity,

zakirah "]

2009-02-19T21:05:00.003+08:00

a few hours left and counting...

to results!!breathless now...

help me...

cuz i really need it...

i now have TWO enemies...

help!!!

wanna know who or maybe what my enemies are???

dun worry,they're neither of you reading...

they are STRESS(a common enemy) and PROCRASTINATION...

trying to ged rid of them...

halfway there...

i'm comin'!

with sincerity,

zakirah "]

2009-02-18T17:54:00.003+08:00

normal day in school.

hey,for those who already know,i'm STILL doubting!& it's not possible!

anyway,i seeked one t-cher for help.i hope it's ok.

these past few hours hv been torturing me.and they still are!u know why?every minute i think of syf auditions.HEN PA!

listening to Fall Out Boy and Panic!at the disco's songs.seriously no idea why.i'm actually listening to their old songs.or maybe outdated songs.odd!

-dance,dance(F.O.B)

-thanks for the memories(F.O.B)

-i write sins no tragedies(panic!)

-nine in the afternoon(panic!)

yep,those are the songs.and,uuh,yea.tht's all i can say.sayonara!

with sincerity,

zakirah "]

2009-02-17T21:39:00.002+08:00

ok,auditions over.uh-oh!not yet relieved!i want 2 get into SYF!seriously doubting.got 0.000000000000001% confidence.or maybe less. xP

HEN PA!

i need comfort,advice and motivation.anyone willing to give me these?i don't think so.

to ALL DMN choirists:ADD OIL!lol.i mean,JIA YOU!you can do it.I might not.but YOU CAN!smile! "] seriously to all DMN choir sops,altos,tenors,basses,JIA YOU!BELIEVE AND YOU CAN ACHIEVE!hey,tht rhymes!anyway,just believe. "]

results this friday.oops!tht is only in days,hours,seconds!AAH!

breathe,breathe,breathe... "D

with sincerity,

zakirah "]

2009-02-15T14:35:00.001+08:00

ooh.i jus found out.o well.gotta focus on studies.not him.

tht's all.-.-"

with sincerity,

zakirah "]

2009-02-15T13:58:00.004+08:00

well,valentine's passed yesterday.i totally agree with Jazz.why tht 1 special day must LOVE?shouldn't it happen everyday?~confused~.hmm...still thinking and distracted,&,still doubting.my DSS frens should know.(lol).might confess by the end of term 1.uh-oh!

eh,nowadays,no one tagged!so sad. "( . help me promote my blog pls.(lol -.-")

t-chers hv been giving hw!ah!more stress!great...better relax.projects,projects,projects.auditions coming some more.

whoa.well,my life.hm,jus my luck eh?

with sincerity,

zakirah "]

2009-02-11T21:12:00.002+08:00

another entry for 2day!

well i was describing my life in the last entry.now saying what i want to in this entry.

ok,passing thru blogs.lot of ppl talking abt valentine's day.i have no intention of celebrating such day.i'm only 13.oh,ya.before i forget.the famous friday the 13th is just before valentine's day.a.k.a. bad luck day just before love day.convenient?(lol)0.0 creepy.

i also wanna say,"THANK YOU KakAIRAH(sis)!LUV YOU SOO MUCH."she asked me not to be kiasu.well,i'll try. =P

with sincerity,

zakirah "]

2009-02-11T20:34:00.003+08:00

auditions in a few days-count with me.

stressed out-a common feeling.

not relaxed-happens most of the time.

searching for peace-believing it's somewhere out there.

facing towards the future-yet it's hard not to look back.

love the ones close-trust the ones closer.

hope for the best-prepare for the worst.

obstacles might be present-go through it.

hard times happen-smile

with sincerity,

zakirah "]

2009-02-08T20:55:00.000+08:00

the laugh is so contagious!