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Saturday, November 28, 2009, 7:44 PM
9 DAYS!!!! :D | a GREAT RAYA... :D
THE WILL TO WIN, THE DESIRE TO SUCCEED, THE URGE TO REACH YOUR FULL POTENTIAL... THESE ARE THE KEYS THAT WILL UNLOCK THE DOOR TO PERSONAL EXCELLENCE. - CONFUCIUS
ahhhh!!!9 DAYS TO CHOIR EUROPE TOUR!!! thr's a blender in me, and two things were placed inside, both are feelings / emotions. one EXCITEMENT, the other, ANXIETY... and the blender starts... mixing the two feelings / emotions together... and i truly hope the blender stops soon, as soon as the competition/tour is over. and i truly hope no other feelings / emotions get added to that blender; namely, STRESS, for when i practice more and more and can't seem to get the details or tune etc. right; and SORROW, for when i get TOO stressed. i'll do my best, to make my parents,seniors (even sec 4s), all choir members, my school, and the never forgotten, Mr Toh, PROUD. and to make these people proud, i'd have to make myself proud too. so,to every choir member, be it tour or non-tour, make yourself proud,to make others proud too. actually that really should be a message to everyone. :) 9 DAYS.can't wait :D ______________________________________________________________
yesterday was Hari Raya Haji... i hope every Muslim in the world has celebrated it well/will celebrate it well,InsyaAllah. :D Takbir-ed the night before... :D got to wake up EARLY in the morning, 2 get ready, and pray at the Masjid:) and i got to pray the Hari Raya Haji prayer :D it's a once in a year event, and i can't bear to miss it :) didn't get to see sheep this year... :C but i'm guessing it's ok... still got celebrate a blessed day with the family:) i'll have to wait for another year, to celebrate another blessed day like this, AMIN... :D
sincerely japanda--kira-ssi
Monday, November 23, 2009, 9:47 PM
QnA
- is something bothering me?
- have i been bothering myself?
- is something missing?
- am i overreacting?
- do i feel absurd?
- are things getting out of hand?
- am i in trouble?
- have been troubling myself?
- do i need to sit down and think about all this?
I AM AS STRONG AS BEFORE... sincerely japanda--kira-ssi
Tuesday, November 17, 2009, 4:04 PM
What a B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L World... | What Was I T-H-I-N-K-I-N-G?
of course it is.. but time's passed. and so has culture, religion, all that, no? haha, this is annoying... the world is very beautiful; wait,correction,it WAS. some of the beauty disappeared. due to the fact that many made it, U-G-L-Y (you ain't got no alibi!) (-.-") [sry,can't help myself.] MANY. including me of course. & it's sad. i don't think i'm the only one, who sees the world, losing its beauty, before my very eyes, i need to go, move away to the places, where the beauty of the world, is still vibrant; makes one smile at a single sight of it. where the beauty of the world, can still be seen... why would we do this, in the first place. it's awful... it's as if many are blinded... & i knew. but i followed... and now i sit out in my little corner, in SHAME. PURE shame... feeling the world crash down on me. little by little... ____________________________________
Now I regret, what i've done. & it hurts, no? i've let my temptations devour me, & now where has it left me. Guilt eating me alive. Like never before. Others live in this world too, right? Others have feelings too, right? So don't hurt them. Because it hurts yourself in the end. What was I thinking? Thinking that most things, which I thought were best for me, do NOT affect others? But they do, don't they? So,
- Understand
- Cooperate
- Be considerate
- Be thoughtful,
- Be helpful &
- Have that desire to get ahead of YOURSELF, & not others.
I didn't think straight. But now, I know i can. & i will. Dear SENIORS (of DMNCHOIR ALTOS) I'm - UTTERLY
- UNDENIABLY
- UBER
- UNDOUBTEDLY
SORRY. as i've just realized, i was never independent. i was never fair. to all of you. please forgive me... i'll be a better junior. and choir member. or maybe, a team member. do count on me. sincerely, japanda--kira-ssi. :'(
Thursday, November 05, 2009, 7:10 PM
was ILL!
yes i was! and still am! didn't get to attend choir practices... Mr Toh's gna kick me out of the tour grp isn't he? i don't mind, cuz i understand... lastly,as said by Dr. Chong, i might have to go for surgery. for something... can't really tell what that is... :'(T-T)':
sincerely, japanda.
Sunday, November 01, 2009, 9:13 PM
To blog or Not To blog...
hmmm,i've been lazy YES,L-A-Z-Y... & it kills me inside. what to do. *sigh** & i've stopped liking Korean Bands,namely, SuJu,SNSD,Big Bang,2pm,more... not that i want to, i'm forced to, kinda... i can only like their songs, it WILL distract me if i like them. & it's not like i can ever have a chance to meet them with my own eyes! or at least get their autograph, i've lost hope.really. & speaking abt that L-A-Z-Y situation; because of my heavy bones,i don't feel like blogging everyday, i feel like bottling up my feelings is the best solution, but is it? i want to turn into Mad Woman. i can't set my mind straight. but i have to be strong, but just how? ok,let's talk about the week i've had.
Mon; Cultural Fusion Day.I just knew I had to do better.Vry Vry Vry Vry SRY Banquet & Service Department, Truly AM... :'( Everyone did their job well,awesome job guys;) still,thr was no teamwork, only when thr was Mrs Neo,evryone wants to serve her. that's not good. everyone is in it together, and Aaba(Dad) was right, i should assign work to my grp members, not leave all the work to myself, again,i'm terribly sorry... i'll do better as a leader(if thr's another chance for me) next time i really feel like crying now.but i have to be strong.but then again maybe not now... (wow,tht's a lot of buts)
Tues; a fun morning, had LONG p.e. played floorball against 1D;they're soo good! :D it was fun,& i can't breathe throughout half the game. ALAS,it was worth the experience. :) the other half of 1B was good too!better yet,they're awesome :D basically,everyone was good ;] the other two games were fun,worth the experience :D others were reluctant to play,but at least if they get to play once,as long as they feel awesome in the end,hopefully everyone feels happy in the end ;] the rest of the day was fine,and i finally realized i was getting closer to the day evry1's getting back their results...DAMN. choir was okay, Mr Toh was scary yet again, sang at Dance Studio,the venue i detest the most sang quite a lot of songs,can't breathe when we sang O Magnum (O my...) laughter prevailed... (wahh chim chim seh...) (-.-") ended at 6.45pm,don't expect me to remember the exact time man...
Wed; had no school (Alhamdulillah ;D ) had project meeting instead, at Jon's house (thnx 4 e volunteer :D ) we slacked no doubt, 'till 4, nonetheless,got to finish all the work (Alhamdulillah :D ) got home,blah blah blah... who doesn't knw the rest? :)
Thurs; had Mental Wellness talk, it was fine :) hopefully could benefit some things from there. Dunman's Got Talent; not as impressive as i thought. & NOPE,i do NOT think i want to audition for next year's,(message for Zoe & Sathiss),haha
Fri; last day of school,but to me,school's not over 'till i finish singing, after choir ends this year,school ends. as simple as that :) celebrated B'DAYs! :D HAPPY B'DAY 1B'09 Oct-Dec babies! :D haiii,too hyper now,better lay off the happiness. got back results, not even close to satisfying. :'( T-T )': i'll do my best next year... JYs everyone! :D don't even worry if u didn't do as well this year, next year is one whole year for a chance to get to 3A,3B,3C,or at least meet your parents' expectations :) JYs!Gan-Ba-Te!Hwaiting! smile :) really going to miss 1B'09... 41 hearts,1 class :) trust me,there is only 1 Dunman Sec Sch 1B'09,am i right,or am i right? :)
Sat; had fever,didn't have a good day...
Today; had fever,also didn't have a good day... :'(
gonna look up,never drop down, see a new world before me, loving days like never before... :)
lastly,i've been less sincere with all the good i've been wanting to do... :'(
sincerely, zee.akira ;]
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Best to keep it simple.
needless to see my face:)
i'm not perfect neither am i too much of a mess,
i'm human
one that has a name;
zakirah bt. Mohd Ariff
iloveabitoflove,
andhatealotofhate,
my journey through life started 4 years before the first year of the 21st century,
on the 23rd day,
of the very 1st month of that year,
i'm making everything complicated for you,i know:D
cuz solving complications makes one feel,
AWESOME,
& GOOD. :D
this human now advises you to SMILE
even through the hardest of times:D
love life
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|Bertha|
|Bidisha|
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|Masturah|
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|Rui Qi|
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|Sook Yi|
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[" V "]
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[" W "]
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|Wan Wen|
|Wei Ling|
|Wei Ning|
|Winnie|
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[" Y "]
|Yani|
|Yi Ai|
|Yi Jing|
|Yu Kee|
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|Zarifah|
|Zhuo Jing|
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+ you say I'm sorry only for that moment...
+ GOTTA KEEP IT ALIVE~!
+ Blog closing in... uhh... well...Blog closing,sin...
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+ GEE~!
+ SOOO GLAD...
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